The Letter She Wrote: Climax Part 3

“It was her… all along.”

Damn…
I knew this was coming.
I knew it all along
I was so blinded to the fact…
I didn’t want to believe it.
I couldn’t believe my eyes.
You… and her together…
Holding back my tears,
Expressing the anger I felt
when I saw the two of you
I thought we had something special
or it was my imagination.
The feeling of my heart being broken into pieces.
The words you told me sounded so real.
Vulnerable.
In the meantime, I didn’t know who to trust.
She was my best friend…
I told her everything.
A best friend I thought would never hurt me
He was just a guy I really liked.
He never felt the same.
He was older so you know how that goes.
Damn, what did I do to deserve this?
I blame myself, I knew what I was getting myself into.
I couldn’t help but create such fantasy inside my brain.
Lost.
I didn’t know whether to forgive her or not.
Furious at her
Furious at him
Furious at myself
This is the thanks I get
Being taken advantage of
Hence, my heart became cold.
So cold, I felt numb.
No feelings what so ever
I shut everyone out
I felt like everything was around me was a lie.
I ask myself “Why?”
“What is love?”
If this what love is… then count me out.
I knew myself…
This wasn’t love at all
No matter how much I wanted it to be.
It wasn’t.
I loved the thought of having you.
Revenge came upon.
I wanted revenge.
This was something I couldn’t let go.

Year 5…

My life changed forever.

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Meet Krystal Lynn! She's a grad student with a passion of film-making, traveling, and photography! She shares her experiences as a young adult living in the real world. Come tag along with her and share your life experiences!

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